i hate not knowing who to trust! But even worst, questioning whether i can actually trust the person, i should trust the most :/
Am I so invisible? Because it feels like it… :/
And it’s sunny which makes it all that worse because I should be at the pub with lots of friends having a good day.
I hate sun.
I hate that I push people away.
I hate that I can’t go out and do things I was doing only 2 months ago.
I hate that I had to quit drugs.
I hate that I can’t kill myself because of my responsibilities.
I hate that all I want to do is self destruct.
I hate that I hate myself.
I hate my life.
Paranoid |||||||||||||| 54% 50% Schizoid || 10% 40% Schizotypal |||||||||||| 46% 56% Antisocial |||||||||||| 42% 46% Borderline |||||||||||||||| 62% 45% Histrionic |||| 14% 35% Narcissistic || 10% 40% Avoidant |||||||||||||| 58% 48% Dependent |||||||||||||||| 66% 44% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||| 34% 45%